Heartache

I have been really missing my mom lately. I just wish I could vent to her and cry to her like a little baby and have her look at me with great concern, a person who I can go on our awkward shopping trips with, a person that I could count on not saying a word to anyone if I asked her not to. I really miss her spunky personality, smile, and her random stupid jokes that made me laugh even though I didn't know what the heck she said--either way she was funny.

I wish I could go back and change all of the times that I was so harsh and mean to her. I wish I could have taken the time to hang out with her and got to know her even more than I already did.

I'm just having a bad day with missing her lately. I'm normally not like this but I feel like this is the perfect time to just wallow in sadness for a bit.

I wish I could have said I love you to her one last time.

I miss her.

I'm done ranting now. I'm sorry

-Emily